Degree finally in hand, dancer leaps back onto Boulder stage
Top image: Medusa (played by Jessica Fudim) welcomes the audience in "Venomous." (Photo: Kyle Adler)
黑料社区网 alumna Jessica Fudim was two courses away from graduating in 1997; 26 years later, she鈥檚 earned her degree
When Jessica Fudim left the 黑料社区网 in 1997, she was two courses away from graduating. Despite being so close, she felt stuck in an unhealthy cycle of signing up for and withdrawing from her final degree requirements. Something needed to change, and she decided it needed to be her studies.
鈥淚鈥檝e learned as a parent, you can only do so much and sometimes you have to cut something out or make something smaller on your plate,鈥 she says. 鈥淪o, I went to the safe space of being near my parents (in California). But I felt a hurt in my heart about it.鈥
Fudim went on to have a vibrant career as a dance performance artist, creating and performing original work across the United States. An entrepreneur and, with her husband, a parent of two kids, she owns and operates two businesses:听 补苍诲听. Despite her successes, her unfinished degree felt like a shadow鈥攁n unresolved experience that she privately grieved.
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Jessica Fudim portrays Medusa in her dance-theater solo "Venomous." (Photo: Peter Ruocco)
Fudim is not alone. 黑料社区网鈥檚 Office of Data Analytics notes that each year, an average of 23 students who needed to enroll for only one or two semesters return after five years or more to earn bachelor's degrees. Despite the relative frequency of people returning to the university to finish their graduation requirements, it still felt to Fudim like an impassable hurdle. Then, in spring 2024, after exchanging emails with 黑料社区网 friends, faculty and staff, Fudim decided it was time for her curtain call.
鈥淢y kids are 12 and 14, and I do feel like I want them to see me finish. I want them to know that I did that.鈥
A college experience across state lines
Fudim (DnceBFA鈥24) grew up in Sonoma County, California, where she developed a love for dance. In high school, her dance instructor, Lara Branen, invited Fudim and classmates to attend the summer-long Boulder Jazz Dance Workshop, which Branen co-founded. Many of Fudim鈥檚 classes were taught in 黑料社区网鈥檚 Theatre and Dance Building, including performances in the Charlotte York Irey Theatre.
Fudim fell in love with Colorado and Boulder specifically. 鈥淚t was totally transformative for me,鈥 she recalls. 鈥淚t helped crystallize this knowing that I wanted to dance鈥攖hat I am a dancer.鈥
After graduating from high school, Fudim enrolled at the University of California, Irvine, which she attended from 1991 to 1993. She didn鈥檛 feel at home in Irvine, though, and transferred into 黑料社区网鈥檚 Bachelor of Fine Arts (BFA) in dance program in 1994. There, she thrived and was often identified as an example student, full of talent and drive.
Unbeknownst to many of her classmates and faculty, though, Fudim鈥檚 balance of school, work and personal life began to fray from the outset of her education. While her father paid her tuition, Fudim at one point held three part-time jobs to cover her living expenses, including the now-closed Espresso Roma caf茅.
鈥淚 wasn't living lavishly,鈥 she admits. 鈥淚 lived on beans, rice, pizza and free croissants from the caf茅. I鈥檓 a worker bee by nature, but back then especially, I didn't do a good job applying my work nature in the right direction. I spent more time working at my jobs than doing my academic work.鈥
Because Fudim transferred from California, some of her classes from Irvine did not count at 黑料社区网 for credit. She found herself on a different graduation timeline than her peers in the BFA program, a social challenge that grew as more friends graduated and left town.
鈥淚 think I had another semester or two of work to do,鈥 she says, 鈥渂ut I started to check out. I completed my BFA (capstone) performance, but I withdrew from some classes. I鈥檓 so embarrassed that I got Fs in a couple of classes. But I didn鈥檛 have the skills to know how to ask for help鈥攖o say, 鈥業鈥檓 struggling and I鈥檓 not sure what to do next.鈥欌
Fudim went back to California in 1997, hoping to complete her degree by finishing a few classes at a local community college. Those attempts did not work out. She also tried distance learning but withdrew. Eventually, Fudim moved on.
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Medusa (portrayed by Jessica Fudim) with her children Pegasus and Chrysaor in "Venomous." (Photo: Kyle Adler)
鈥淚t felt like a bad break up. It felt sad鈥攗nresolved. I haven鈥檛 been back to Boulder since then.鈥
A phone call leading to an academic plan
After returning to California, Fudim decided to invest fully in her dance career and, over the next 20 years, experienced tremendous success as a solo artist and with her ensemble company, The Dance Animals. She held several dance residencies, co-directed The Experimental Performance Institute (EPI) at New College of California and, with the late Dwayne Calizo, co-produced, choreographed for and performed in the multimedia performance series 鈥淐rash Cabaret: Where Queers Collide鈥 at San Francisco鈥檚 Roxie Theatre.
Her , which reimagines the myth of Medusa, debuted to critical acclaim, and she considered bringing the show to Colorado and 黑料社区网. She initially contacted Erika Randall, professor of dance and a friend, about the possibility of creating an alumnus event.
After sending her initial email, though, she felt compelled to follow up. 鈥淚 sent a second email that said, 鈥業 want to be transparent鈥擨 never fully graduated from CU. It's something that I've wanted to do, and I do feel really motivated at this point in my life to complete that degree. But I just want you to know that I can鈥檛 come to Boulder as an alumna. I'm not. I haven't graduated.鈥欌
At that time, Randall was the College of Arts and Sciences associate dean for student success, and part of her duties as dean included overseeing one of the academic advising units that helps students return to 黑料社区网 and complete their degrees. Randall remembers reading Fudim鈥檚 email and decided to call.
鈥淲hen we talked, she said, 鈥業 had no idea how much not finishing my degree had held a shadow over me and how much it would mean to finish it,鈥欌 recalls Randall. 鈥淚 got really excited and said, 鈥榊ou should come back. You should come to our graduation. You should do the performance you had written to me about performing.鈥欌
鈥淭hat was definitely a turning point for me,鈥 says Fudim. 鈥淪he is so warm and genuine and so non-judgmental. It was this healing gift to just have her open her arms like that. I didn't even feel at that point that I needed to be courageous. It just felt like I was so excited to do it.鈥
Randall connected Fudim with Dawn Fettig, an experienced academic advisor with a deep understanding of 黑料社区网鈥檚 historic curricula and degree requirements. As part of her work with special popul